Drown me in Love!

“I am smiling today, and you’re to blame!”

Many of us believe that expressing one's feelings through words is juvenile. I used to be one of them. I'm not the type of person who expresses their emotions out loud – perhaps because I'm too afraid to show them and fear that it will be a one-sided love. Yes, I am too afraid to take a chance in a relationship! As of this writing, I'm not sure what to say. I can't write what's on my mind, ugh! But now I'd like to share a little secret with you. LOL 😍

Hearing the line "I have to tell you something" is indeed frightening. You don't have to be a genius or a nerd to realize that something strange, good, or magical/thrilling is going on somewhere – and that "something" will make you quiver!

Have you ever had the strange feeling that you really like someone but also know it's going to be a dead-end relationship? If you have, you will understand my feelings.

We're friends—really good friends. But we have this connection that only we understand.

I must admit that our relationship is not what one would expect! I was at ease being alone, at ease in the sense that I am enjoying the freedom of being a single woman—-free from relationship demands. We kind of established a special kind of relationship, in my opinion, and that's how I see it. That term implies that we never had the opportunity to reassure ourselves that we are committed to one another. I believe there is a silent rule that governs us: don't complicate simple things. Allow it to happen. Allow it to be. Is it my fault if I fall for him? Ugh! It's inevitable.

The only thing we have in common is that we both believe we have each other every day and that we're both happy even though we're miles apart!