I don't know about you, but my life hasn't turned out the way I expected. It's strange that almost every year, during the 'ber months,' I feel depressed. Some of you may argue that this isn't a big deal, that it's all about mind over matter, and that it will all be over soon. I'm sure it will, but when and how?
Despite my cheerful outward appearance, I am sad and lonely. Nobody cares about me. It's strange that I cry my eyes out almost every night!
I've asked God for help and for someone to console me in some way to help me get through it. He gave it to me, but we're both going through a rough patch. And I'm now feeling depleted. I'm attempting to remain strong, but I know I'm not. I'm in a lot of pain and want to give up. I know that avoiding people is the only way to avoid this pain. These days, I'm completely exhausted and in desperate need of words of encouragement and prayers.
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Ash
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